Hey, u noe wut? I really really really like u very much but the
thing is... i am a friggin ego person. Wait..ego is not the
word. Protective is the right word. I am protecting my fragile
heart. and yes, i do have a fragile heart. A heart dat was tramped
upon many tymes mercilessly..and it hasn't even been fully mended.
No matter how many tymesi have warned myself to not to fall for someone... i
thought everything was great... dat u r the perfect one... eventhough u have
some flaws but hey, i am not looking for mr. perfect. I am looking for a
guy who fits perfectly into my heart. but then agian... u fit perfectly
into my heart... but right now.. i have doubts.....
I wannanoe whether do u really like me... or was it all a
charade dat u r putting on? Coz if it is a charade..do drop ur charade ..
its not amusing... its hurting me...
I may look strong and tough from the outside..... but i have a
heart of a gurl who is hoping and believing dat there are great and
trust-worthy guys in dis world… So I
wouldn’t expect betrayals..lies.. I just
need a guy to really proof to me dat guys are not at all dat bad. Dat guys are not heartbreaking machines.
So tell me… is it a bad thing dat I am protective person? I have gone through too many heartbreaks….
So dear God, how many heartbreaks will You put me through for me to
get the one right guy? Dat is if I were
toever find mr. right. Maybe I don’t
deserve a mr. right. Or maybe I meant to be alone…?
If dat is so, do close my heart and prevent me from falling
again. Do prevent my heart from
being torn to pieces and tramped on
mercilessly. Coz i can’t stand the
stabbing pain…..
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